Ya ya ya, we all say it. Or at least think it. Same old same old.
I love my kids. I love my husband. I just thought my life would be different from what it is know .. Namely that I would have gone to more places on this Earth. Instead, I haven’t. Really quite miserable about that. It would be fine had we been living in the States cos its huge and really, u don’t need to go elsewhere ..
But I am living on a small island. Bummer. Nowhere to go. Nothing to do. It’s driving me insane. I thought by now I’d have visited a number of places. But I haven’t.
I don’t want to blame any one person but what the heck, it’s my hubby’s fault.
He’s not really all that interested in traveling. So as a result, I have only been to a few places in my life.
I get depressed about it sometimes. More so now i think since i am almost approaching 40! It’s not because I’m flighty and I want to skip around different countries. I understand that we aren’t rich but I think we can manage one holiday a year. At least to a regional area.
I just cannot comprehend why we haven’t gone for a family holiday anywhere regularly. At least once a year would be nice. And I’m shocked that I let go on like that.
13 long years. We finally went on a beach holiday in 2010. We didn’t go anywhere in 2011. And I have a sinking feeling 2012 will go past without any holiday as well.
Argh.
And telling me that he loves me doesn’t change a thing.
We are still here :(
Do u want to stay married to me? Doesn’t look like it these days. You don’t seem to love me or want me. It’s not about the Mother’s Day thing. After I told u that I was stung u didn’t want to do anything for me, u didn’t feel it necessary to smooth things over at all. You just wanted me to move on and to forget about it.
Is it so hard to even want to make up with me about it? Just hug me say sorry to make me feel better? Must be. It’s made me very miserable these past 1.5 weeks.
You sure you don’t want to find someone else? 15 years of marriage and aside from the 2 years in the States, we’ve only gone on ONE holiday. And our house had never been renovated ever.
I’m sure if u find someone else that you really love, you’ll want to do more for her. Don’t think it’s me. And I’m very tired and sad of waiting for you. It’s not too late. You can find someone else. Then at least my kids have holidays too.
View of Niagara Falls from The Marriott. Beautiful ain’t it? Wasn’t me there. My friend. She whatsapped me the photo.
How nice .. Don’t think I’ll ever get to see it. The way my life is going. 13 years. One holiday. And that was to Indonesia.
The Canon HS240 .. Very pretty! In this hot pink to boot !! I think I prefer this to the S100. It’s cheaper for one thing. And it’s wifi enabled. That’s cool
I can upload straight to FB if I want.
The Canon S100. Supposed to be damn solid. I want ! But the retail price is like $699!! I’ve seen it being sold for $635. But still.
I have a wonderful EOS 7D but it’s too heavy to lug around everyday. It would be nice to have this baby in my bag sini can take pics all the time. My iPhone 4S while better than my 3GS, still lacks the quality I look for in my photos. I like my photos clear and sharp.
Oh well. I don’t think I can fork out $635 any time soon. Too bad for me :(
Tory Burch Reva Nappa Ballet Flats US$195
I want.
Someday, I will have my own place. A small little apartment that I can do as I wish. Decorate and arrange things to my liking. That’s my dream. My own apartment. For me and my girls. Just us. A cute kitchen. Country style! Bedrooms for the girls .. All pink w kiddy furniture. Not the ugly ones we have now.
Sigh. When we I have that ?
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I want. It’s a Chanel. I think it comes in a few sizes. I don’t like the biggest size tho.
I like. But not cheap. Free worldwide shipping though.
Recently, Jewel’s song, “foolish games” have been playing in my head a lot ..
“These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart”
Do I miss her? Sometimes, I think I do. Sometimes, I think it’s all good. It’s taking awhile to adjust but I’m getting there I think.
I’m amazed. Truly amazed. It takes awhile to build a friendship but just one incident to destroy it.
I hope she’s well and that she’s happy.
